Man.. i got 2 midterms tomorrow.. i am so screwed!.. Especially for physical chemistry. i mean this is the most BS course ever.. Damn 25 percent down the drain tomorrow.. shit. Anyways, just taking a break from cramming right now.
Lets see. I went to the casino on wednesday and thursday haha. 2 days in a row to the casino is not good, but its just too addictive. I gotta thank jake and andrew for getting me hooked. Well on wednesday we went to Gateway casino in Burnaby. It was my first ever experience gambling at a casino. The guy at the front who checked my ID kept asking me questions.. Do i really look that young? and when he finally let me go in hes like "shave next time or i wont let u get in" haha. Well i went in and i played black jack. At one point i was winning 60 dollars. but the game just got too addictive, so i kept playing and playing.. Eventually i lost 10 dollars in total. Well i guess 10 dollars for the experience was not a bad thing. Haha.. the next day i went again and this time was quite different. We went to Riverrock casino in richmond. This place looks pretty nice. This time i lost 70 bucks right of the bat in like no time.. and when i was down to my last 5 dollar chip. i started winning and i got on a roll.. ended up winning 15 bucks on the night.. So right now i am up 5 in total from all the casino gambling hahaha
Hahahahaha.. yeah i know i cant believe i have xanga either. Thanks a lot sammi for making this for me haha since i am too lazy and all that.. hehe thank u thank u. I took out some of the pictures, i hope u don't mind cuz today is the official cancellation of the NHL season hahah which is very depressing. They had to wait THIS long just to cancel the season while they could have just cancelled it a long time ago. Do they even feel for the fans who day after day hope that there will be a season?... Why must they drag it on and on?.. The earlier u get an answer.. the less pain it is.
So did everyone have a happy valentines day? i know some ppl did but some ppl didnt.. But like they all say.. its just another normal day, there's nothing special to it right????
I was always not a big fan of sharing my thoughts and feelings pubicly to ppl online. But today, i just have too many things on my mind. and its driving me crazy. I am usually way better than this, i dont know what has gotten to me. This time seems so much different.. it hurts so much more. everything u said was like a dagger to my heart. I am just letting all this get to my head way too much. Yesterday night i drove to go get a drink with my friends and i actually left my wallet at home!!... I cant believe i did that. i always have my wallet with me, i was driving without a liscense and i had to get my friend to pay for me. When i got home, i felt even worse.. i was sick.. so sick to my stomach that i actually threw up. Man.. what is wrong with me? Why is it taking me this long to recover? I need to recover fast.. I need to study... I cant study like this..... 2 MTs on monday just as we end reading break... GREAT!!!
OK enough ranting.. i promise next time my post will be nothing but all happy things to say.. And thank you to all my friends who have helped me out by lending an ear or 2. i feel very grateful... ok.. no more blogging.. gotta start studying.. i hope i can do it.. i need to do it!
*lolz* Have fun blogging ^^